|Posted on July 17, 2017 at 3:45 AM||comments (0)|
George A Romero was/is my favorite horror/zombie director. My brother and I grew up watching the oriignal Dawn Of The Dead from 1978 and its still a classic film today. George's first film "Night Of The Living Dead" came out in 1968 with a remake in 1990. He was the one who directed pretty much all the zombie movies that you could think of and he made zombies where they are and gave them that slow moving, shoot them in the head type personality.
George worked along side makeup artist Tom Savini for over a half a century and they became the zombie team and I know that I'm not the only one who is going to miss him. He was known as the godfather of zombies. He interduced us to a whole new genre of horror and who knows where horror would be if George didn't tell us his story of the undead.
Rest In Peace, George, you'll be missed.
|Posted on March 6, 2017 at 1:45 AM||comments (0)|
Get Out is the directorial debut of comedian Jordan Peele. The movie focuses on interracial couple Rose and Chris who go away for the weekend to visit Rose’s parents. When they get there, Chris begins to feel uncomfortable and starts to piece together why he’s there. After contacting his friend back home, he insists that they leave that day.
The cast was great. There are some familiar faces and actor Caleb Landry Jones plays the part of the brother perfectly. There are moments when you wanted to root for Chris to get out of there because of the creepy vibe he was getting from the family and you wanted to the good guy to make it to the end.
I feel like this was a good movie to see and for his first movie as director, Jordan Peele did a great job. The writing kept you watching the acting was great. Overall, this movie is worth watching on the big screen.
|Posted on February 15, 2017 at 9:55 PM||comments (0)|
I don’t know what it is about the 50 Shades of Grey trilogy. I read all the books in a week and I was excited when they were making the movies. I am not a huge fan of the sex parts of the story which I know is the main point of the story, but for me, it’s more about the love between Ana and Christian. It shows that even with flaws like Christian, Ana is willing to look past them and love him for the person she knows he is no matter how tortured he claims he is. I’ve always wanted to find someone like Christian who is willing to do whatever he can to be with me. Show me that I’m worthy of love. I want someone who will protect me no matter what it takes.
50 Shades Darker is better than the first. I know 50 Shades of Gray got some “hate” about how it just didn’t live up to the standards of what people wanted it to be, but what can you do when a best-selling book gets made into a movie. You get the book readers against the movie or you get the people who’ve never read the books all for the movie. You can’t please everyone.
The movie shows how hard Christian is working not only on himself, but with his relationship with Ana. He wants to be with her and it shows. Even there are people who are willing to deny the love between them, you know it’s what they want and you can’t break them apart. You know they’ve worked too hard to make it work; they are going to love each other, no matter what their past is. They want to be together. Just let them be.
|Posted on January 6, 2017 at 1:30 AM||comments (0)|
It’s never easy bringing in a new year. We reflect on what we did. We think about how we could the negative and turn them into a positive.
2016 was a year fill of sadness and disappointment. With all the celebrities we lost and the US electing a new president, we really don’t know how 2017 will play out. We have hopes and what ifs, but we don’t know if they will turn out the way we want it to. The crazy thing about the beginning of a new year is not knowing who you’re going to be by the end of it. You can start as a new person, have a fresh start, but so many things can happen, sometimes for the good and other times the bad. It’s what we go thru that makes us who we are.
The beginning of a new chapter can either break you or make you. You choose where your life takes you. You can’t let anyone take your life path for you. Stand up for what you believe in, take charge and dream big. Be inspired and never give up. We are all different, if we were supposed to be the same then the world would be "The Stepford Wives" and boring would that be. We learn from each other, we learn how to accept things from others. We teach other and grow as people. Take each day as a gift and continue to show others what you are made of.
Best of luck in 2017.
|Posted on November 13, 2016 at 9:45 PM||comments (0)|
I had the opportunity to meet Dean Cain at the Vancouver Fan Expo. It was everything I could have imagined. I got tickets for my birthday, I was going to do a photo op with Superman, but you only had literally seconds with him. You said a quick hello, took the picture then move on. I knew I wanted more time with Dean, have more of a one on one time with him without being rushed. There was an area where the celebrity guests were signing autographs and I knew this was my moment so my brother pitched in for an autograph. There wasn’t anyone in the line so the timing of it was perfect. I know I could have a bit of time with Dean without feeling bad about holding up the line. When you paid you got to pick what picture you wanted to him to sign and personalize. I of course, choose the classic superman.
I was so nervous I was shaking. He was all smiles. He is the sweetest person. He gave me a several hugs throughout the conversation. He would reach across the table and grab my hands. Maybe he was sensing I was nervous and wanted to calm me down, but either way, I was holding hands with Dean Cain. We talked about his son and he showed me a ring someone had made him. It’s like we known each other for years. Dean was willing to talk about anything. The topic of tattoos came up very briefly when he saw my Disney tattoos. I mentioned I was taking a picture with him later and he was honored I was doing that. He is such a sweetheart. I was able to tell him things I always wanted to say to him, but of course there was a couple things I missed telling him. I was running on my nervousness. I was literally shaking like a leaf by the time I was done talking to him. I was one of the first people in line for the picture and he remembered me, maybe it’s because he saw me 10 minutes before or he just has a awesome memory. He asked how I wanted to pose for a picture, I told him and we took the picture in each other's arms. It’s a memory to last a lifetime. I've been on cloud 9 since then. This Dean Cain high will never go away.
|Posted on October 27, 2016 at 4:50 AM||comments (0)|
It’s been a while since I’ve seen the Bridget Jones movies. I forgot the story, but it came back in the latest film.
Renee Zellweger’s character, Bridget Jones is celebrating her birthday alone, her friends are starting families and she feels like she won’t able to have a family of her own. She goes away for the weekend with a friend. She meets Patrick Dempsey and they sleep together. She doesn’t know who his is. She then runs into her old flame, Mark Darcy when they bump into each other at a sombre event. They sleep together even when Mark is now married and in the middle of a divorce.
After some time, Bridget learns that she’s pregnant, but she doesn’t know who the father is. McDreamy is more involved with taking of Bridget when Mark is there, but isn’t because he has a history of always putting work first. She knows she has to tell them that they are both potential fathers to her baby. Mark doesn’t seem too happy and excludes himself. McDreamy is hands on and asks Bridget about living together. Mark eventually comes around and tells her that she is his world.
I don’t want to give away too much. I thought I knew who the father was, but I was wrong. It’s a good rom-com for a girl’s night. You can’t go wrong with Colin Firth and Patrick Dempsey.
|Posted on September 18, 2016 at 5:25 AM||comments (0)|
Bad Moms is a movie about 3 women who had enough of being moms so they decided to become the opposite of who they are. Mila Kunis plays Amy who has 2 kids and does everything for her kids, Kristen Bell plays Kiki who stays home and attends to her 4 kids and doesn’t have any friends due to her husband wanting her to be a stay at home mom and Kathryn Hahn plays the divorcee who just wants to have fun, maybe a little too much fun. Christina Applegate plays the “perfect” PTA mother who is president of the organization. She thinks she runs the school. Jada Pinkett Smith and Annie Mumolo play Applegate’s minions. They all swoon over the hot widow played by Jay Hernandez.
There is a lot of swearing especially coming from Kathryn Hahn, but I guess it’s not a comedy if you don’t have the occasional profanity. If you’re a mom you know the struggles and sometimes you just have to admit you’re a “bad mom” you can’t let your kids run your life. Without you, they wouldn’t be here. There are a lot of laugh out loud moments. I enjoyed it, but I did cringe in a couple parts. Over all this was a good movie. It’s a good one to watch on a Friday night with some friends.
|Posted on August 1, 2016 at 10:10 PM||comments (0)|
Dean Cain is my all-time favorite person in the world and in my dreams, Dean is the person that is the main focus and in these dreams, I feel safe when he’s around. Being with him makes me feel like he would fight the whole world to protect me. I feel like being with him is where I’m supposed to be. He literally is the man of my dreams.
We’ve never met, but somehow, it feels like we're known each other for years. It’s like we’ve always been together. I know it’s weird to dream about a relationship that doesn’t exist in reality, but no matter what I dream or who it’s about, Dean Cain appears and I can’t be anymore happier when he shows up. I always know that its going to end well because Dean is the main person in it. I'll take that as a sign that it’s meant to be.
I don’t understand dreams, a lot of the time I don’t know what they mean, but I want my dreams about being with Dean to become a reality so we can live happily ever after. That sounds like a fantasy, but a lot of the time it feels real. Some days it feels like I actually know him and I can just call him up and ask him how his day went. Maybe I’m just thinking too much into it and I’ve convinced myself that it could be real, but whenever he shows up it I feel like its where we belong. I don't want to sound like a creeper or stalker, but when someone means everything to you and is your biggest inspiration, you want to believe that anything could happen. You would do anything in your power to let that person know that they are your whole world.
Dean Cain may never read this or even know that I exist, but I want to know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. We will meet one day and having him in my life would be the most amazing thing that could ever happen to me. Dean means everything to me. He’s perfect.
|Posted on July 30, 2016 at 2:00 AM||comments (0)|
Lisa Jakub was a child actor who started at the young age of 4. She starred alongside Robin Williams and Sally Field in Mrs. Doubtfire and had a role in Independence Day. Retiring at 22, she now resides in Virginia with her husband.
In 2015, Lisa wrote a book called “You Look Like That Girl”. She talks about what it was like being a child actor, what it felt like to meet Princess Diana and what it felt like having a broken back after sustaining an injury while on set at the young age of 11. She recovered, but for years, she suffered pain, spasms and nerve damage.
The most amazing thing I found out about her 18 year career in the film industry is what Robin Williams did. Robin wrote a letter to the school that kicked Lisa out because they didn't have the time to deal with Lisa constantly being on location and having her teachers constantly giving her the work she needed to do on set so she could keep up with the rest of her class. Lisa was cheated out of an eduction that she deserved. He explained that she wanted to continue her education while she was on location. He tried his best to convince them to allow her back, but they wouldn’t have any of it. Robin Williams cared about people, he had a heart of gold. No matter what he was going thru, all he wanted to do was make sure that the people around him were taking care of.
“When I was 14 years old, I went on location to film Mrs. Doubtfire for five months, and my high school was not happy. My job meant an increased workload for teachers, and they were not equipped to handle a “non-traditional” student. So, during filming, they kicked me out."
(Quoting Lisa from her blog and giving her blog a quick shout out. https://lisajakub.net/)
She felt more at home on the set then in the classroom. Feeling like the new kid every time you walked thru the front door is awkward, especially when people saw you in a commercial the night before. I don’t blame her for retiring at a young age to pursue other things. She wanted to stop pretending to be someone else and wanted the chance to be herself.
The book store that I go to doesn't sell her book. (Damn you Canadian stories, get with the times. Its 2016.) So I went old school and checked it out at the library and I read it cover to cover in 2 days. When I find a good book I don’t put it down until I finish it. When someone you grew up watching makes you ask yourself “whatever happened to her?” you automatically want to know everything that she’s been doing since that one film back in 1994. It’s like catching up with an old friend. I’m glad to hear that she’s happy and doing well. I can’t wait to see what she writes next.
|Posted on July 22, 2016 at 1:00 AM||comments (0)|
The last film in the Purge trilogy takes place during election year as you could read in the title of the movie. The main character Charlie Roan is running for president. Her goal is to end the annual Purge. Her family was killed during the event years prior and she wants to put an end to it, but of course there are people out to kill her because they can get away with it. The candidate running against her wants to keep the purge. They will do anything to assassinate her.
I don’t think I can go out and kill people just because it’s legal for 12 hours. I don’t hate anybody that much to do it, but that doesn’t mean I won’t have a target on my back. Someone might hate me enough to kill me. Joke’s on them, I’m coming back and haunting their ass. I would take the chance and steal. Do a huge shop at the grocery store; get all the electronics I want. Do something more practical.
How big of a grudge do you have to have on someone to wait an entire year to kill them legally? What would you do during the Purge? Is someone worth killing just because it’s legal? Would you allow the Purge if you run the country?
|Posted on June 1, 2016 at 12:15 AM||comments (0)|
I don’t believe that Johnny did what Amber Heard claimed he did. I think she’s just looking for her time in the limelight. I never heard of her until she hooked up with Johnny. She’s looking to create a name for herself and she was using Johnny to do that. She even went as far as claiming she was abused/assaulted just to get screen time on every entertainment show.
I never met Johnny, but I do believe that he would never go as far as hit a woman out of rage or because he was drunk or high on drugs. He’s known to be one of the nicest people and that would have been out of character for him. His daughter and a few people from his past have come to his defense and said he never raised his voice or raised his hand to anyone.
Amber Heard was seen partying after she reported the abuse and there was not a scratch or bruise on her. She was seen laughing with a friend as she was leaving the courthouse. The timing could have been better. Johnny’s mom passed away a couple days before she filed for divorce and then a couple days after that she got a restraining order and filed the assault charge.
If she was really in that much trouble then she would have came out sooner about the assault and not wait till after the divorce has been filed to come forward and why wait till a year and a half of marriage to actually say something. Amber Heard is looking for fame and she will go too far to get it. Why ruin someone’s career just to start your own?
Good job, Amber. You got what you wanted. People are talking about you and everyone knows who you are.
|Posted on April 29, 2016 at 1:50 AM||comments (0)|
The Gift is a movie starring Jason Bateman. A character I never imagined him playing. I guess that’s the benefit of being an actor. You get to portray characters/people you never thought you’ll be.
The movie begins when Bateman and his wife move from Chicago to California for a new job. Bateman’s character, Simon grew up in California and lives near or in the town he grew up. He bumps into an old classmate. He says his name is Gordo. It takes Simon a few minutes to remember who this person was.
He says that they should get together and catch up, not knowing that Gordo would drop by their house unannounced when the wife is home alone. He leaves “gifts” at the front door which starts making Simo and Robin start to believe that there is something going on.
There was a note that Gordo leaves that makes Robin question about what happened in high school. Simon denies any thing that happened, if anything happened. Robin starts to do in searching to get answers. She’s told something and there is more than one side to the story.
And I’m going to leave it at that. Watch the Gift and figure out what you think happened.
|Posted on April 23, 2016 at 1:10 AM||comments (0)|
When I saw the trailer, I had pictured a completely different ending. I didn’t know what ending I was imaging, but I’m sure it wasn’t the one it had.
10 Cloverfield Lane is about 3 people living in a fallout shelter because of some attack going on outside. They would have to live together in a small space for at least 1-2 years. According to John Goodman who had crashed into the woman and took her to the bunker told her and the other occupant that the air outside was contaminated and the whole world was dead then he rambled on about aliens.
You begin to think that he was mentally unstable and just was some guy locking people up for no reason, but in his own way, he had his reasons. Little by little, you start to believe there is something going on, but you’re not really sure. I don’t want to give away too much. You want do have a “What” moment when you walk out of the theatre. You can't go wrong with a movie that stars John Goodman.
|Posted on March 27, 2016 at 4:20 AM||comments (0)|
Brian Wilson from the Beach Boys has seen very dark times in his life. Being the oldest of three boys, he outlived both of them by the he was 55 and he spent years under the supervision of a psychotherapist who used methods that brought Brian into a darker state of mind. He would over-medicate him and put the singer under 24 hour care, no matter where he went there was always someone with him. He had complete control over the Beach Boy and it took years for the guy to lose his licence and for Brian to get the actual help that he needed. He went as far as not letting Brian see his daughters. He hadn’t seen his brother, Carl for quite some time.
It started in the 1960s at the height of the Beach Boys’ career. After suffering a panic attack on a plane. He stopped touring and focused more on writing and spending time in the studio. What seemed like a bizarre way of writing songs, it was what Brian heard in his head. He would bring in cellos, violins and other various instruments that wouldn’t fit into the Beach Boy genre of music. The other members would grow tired of how much time Brian would spend on one part of a song. He wanted to bring the songs he heard in his head to come to life.
By that time, there were drugs and that didn’t help with the mental issues that Brian already had, the drugs made them stronger. The drugs helped his creativity, but they also made him paranoid. He would hear voices and hallucinated. On top of that, his father, Murry was the band’s manager and he would not treat his sons well. He hit Brian so hard with a 2 by 4 that he lost hearing in his right ear. Lots of stories of abuse from Murry were always surfacing. In 1969, Murry sold the rights to the songs that the Beach Boys wrote without the band’s knowledge or consent. I think growing up in a rough household was the start of Brian’s mental decline.
In the 1970s, Brian spend a number of years in a severe depressive state, he didn’t live his bed, gained weight, weighing over 300 pounds, used drugs, started drinking, overeating. He didn’t get out of bed until the psycho therapist came into his life. Sure, he was able to help Brian to a certain point, but he was controlling. He dominated Brian’s life.
Eventually in 1992, the family take Dr. Crazy to court and won. He was banned from contacting Brian. He died in 2006. Brian got the proper help that he needed and got better. He began touring and doing what he does best. I wish people don’t get treated that way Brian Wilson was.
|Posted on March 17, 2016 at 9:20 PM||comments (0)|
John Belushi Is Dead is a book by Australian author, Kathy Charles. It’s about 2 friends, Hilda and Benji who instead of going to parties and get-togethers with classmates, they travel to different sites of famous murders and suicides, like Sal Mineo and The Black Dahlia.
Eventually, they meet Hank who lives in an apartment that once belonged to a silent film actor who couldn’t make it when audio was introduced. He stabbed himself in the bathroom. Hank comes off as hostile. He just wants to be left alone, but they know he’s hiding a secret. Hilda spends a lot of time with Hank and Benji starts to become a different person. He becomes more obsessed with death, even going so far as getting into the coroner’s office and finding the body of a young man who’s been shot. Hilda knows there’s something wrong, but she just can’t seem to place what it is.
One day after showing up at Hank’s. Hilda meets Jake, the neighbour who lives downstairs. He’s the one that’s been looking after Hank. The old man is convinced that Jake’s a spy. Jake and Hilda become friends only to learn more about each other as time goes on. Hilda gets invited by Benji to a party at the bungolow where Belushi died, only to have Benji do something that’s out of character.
It’s a good read and I finished it within a few days. I wanted to know if they were able to convince Hank to open about and to see if Jake and Hilda ever did hook up. If you ever need a book to read, you can order John Belushi Is Dead off Amazon.
|Posted on February 17, 2016 at 1:55 AM||comments (0)|
Walk Off The Earth came to fame when they posted a video on YouTube showing the members of the band playing one guitar and covering the Gotye song “Someone That I Used To Know”. They gained success doing covers and original songs on YouTube, but it wasn’t until the viral video put them on the map.
A Canadian band based out of Burlington, Ontario have been together since 2006. In 2013, they toured the United States and Europe performing shows with songs from their full length “R.E.V.O” They won a few awards at The Canadian Radio Music Awards in 2014 and were nominated for 3 Junos in the same year. Walk Of The Earth are currently on tour with their latest album “Sing It All Away”
2 members of the band Gianni Nicassio and Sarah Blackwood are a couple and have 2 young sons. Everyone loves Beard Guy who is the silent one in the group. He never says a word. He hangs out in the back and plays whatever instrument is needed to be played.
You can’t help but sing along with their music. They put you in a good mood.
|Posted on January 27, 2016 at 10:45 PM||comments (0)|
From Superman to competing like an Olympic Athlete is a challenge that Dean Cain is willing to accept.
The Jump is a TV series that includes 12 celebrities that will compete in a bunch of winter Olympic sports like the ski jump, bobsleigh and skeleton. The teams are coached by former athletes and are training in the Alps in Austria. They will be living together when they aren’t on the slopes. The two celebrities that have the slowest time/speed have to face off in a live jump to stay in the competition. The events are pre-recorded at different locations in Austria. They don’t know their time when they complete the event.
As a former football player who played with the Buffalo Bills for a short time, Dean isn’t afraid to be competitive. He’s up for anything. I think being superman could come in handy when he flies thru the air. I hope that Dean does well. I will be cheering for him. He's a tough guy who has super human strength. Its going to be tough, but with the love and the support from the people that love and adore him then he's going to be just fine.
Tweet Dean good luck at: www.twitter.com/RealDeanCain
|Posted on July 16, 2015 at 3:15 AM||comments (0)|
I had a friend tell me that her and her cousins were going to Disneyland. I wasn’t surprised because they do everything together. I was like “cool, have a good trip.” What really got me was the fact that they were fundraising for the trip, they would have garage sales, collect and return bottles, anything they could to do to raise money.
We skyped one day and I was asking her about how the planning was going, she said that they had booked the flight and hotel, but still hadn’t purchased the park hoppers and they still needed to save enough for food and souvenirs. Which I thought was weird. Why not save up for everything first before you book anything. Then she said that she wasn’t going to tell me about the trip until she was sure that it was completely booked. I found out about the trip months before when I saw a post on facebook. It gets worse. She then proceeds to tell me that she was going to invite me, but decided not to because she knew I wasn’t able to afford it. This is coming from someone who is fundraising. Who gave her the right to say what I can and can’t afford. Let me decide if I can go away for a week. My money isn’t her business. For all she knew, I could have been able to pay for my part of the trip all at once without having to delay saving up more money for the park passes and food.
Normally I don’t get mad at people, usually I’ll forget about it and move on, but this one really brings me to an emotion I never knew I had. I’ve known this person for over 20 years and she’s said and done things over the years that make me question about who she is. This is something I know I’m not going to forgive and forget. I stopped talking to her because it just makes me mad. It makes me think about how much has changed over the last 10 years. She was someone who I once trusted, but now if I say one word to her about anything, it eventually gets passed around and lands in the hands of someone I haven’t talked to in years.
If she invites me to any future trips I would decline. I wouldn’t beat this point if she was honest and told me about the trip and left it at that. Why would she even say anything about inviting me if she wasn’t going follow thru with it and invite me? It’s time to move on from a friendship that hasn’t been the same since high school.
|Posted on June 27, 2015 at 3:50 AM||comments (0)|
Everyone has days where they feel sad or down. They can’t explain it, but sometimes those days happen. Over the past few days, I’ve been feeling sad. I don’t know why, but it seems like something is bothering me and I don’t know what or why. I’ve been nervous, stressed and anxious. Maybe those emotions are what’s got me down.
I’ve been going out and trying to keep myself busy. When I’m out, I want to go home, but when I’m at home, I want to go out. Even when I'm out, I feel sad. It’s a weird situation. I would feel fine then something sets it off and I become sad. I can’t focus. My thoughts are all over the place. I can't explain it. I can be on the computer going on the websites I go on everyday and something sets me off. No matter how small the thing I do, something clicks and that part of my brain switches something on and I get sad. I could be texting someone and my mood would go from laughing to what they said to wanting to crawl into a ball under the covers and go to sleep then a few minutes later I would be fine until something else triggers a mood. I don't know if that would be considered a mood swing or something that needs to be monitered and controled.
I’m not in a severe mood where everything is crashing down on me, but the mood puts a downer on my day. I don’t think it’s anything to worry about and I’m sure it’s something that would pass over time, but I do wonder. I don't know if I'm just lonely and want to be able to have someone in my life that always be there for me when I get into a funk or is it something that we go thru at some point in our lives because we're getting older. Our bodies are getting older, our hormones change or maybe its the start of something that can't be explained. Maybe its my body telling me that I need a change. Do I need to get away for a while to clear my head? Do I need to need to be around people constantly so I know I have someone always there to help me thru whetever mood I'm in? The more I think about it, the more I wonder what really is wrong. Am I taking it to seriously? Am I thinking about it to much? Do I just need to be more sociable and develop a more busy life? Do you think I'm alone with my thoughts to much and I jump to conclusions way to quickly? What should I do? Will being around people help me not think about stuff that bothers me?
I’m thinking it’s because I don’t have a daily routine. I’m not constantly busy every day. I have a lot of free time so that gives me a lot of time to think. I like having a routine, something I can do every day. I did have a routine, but that changed. I went out a few times a week, running errands and socializing. Now that this routine has changed, I realize that my day isn’t what it once was and I think that’s what is bringing me down. I don’t socialize has much as I used to, I don’t go out as much as I used to.
The people I talk to on a regular basis are not in the same community as I am. I can’t go and hang out with them during the week. One friend I talk to everyday is 5 hours away, another friend is going to Victoria for school and I have friends who live in California and New York.
It’s hard, but I think if maybe I start developing a daily routine and get out and keep busy then maybe the blues will disappear. I have too much time on my hands and the more time I have alone the more time I have to think about stuff. I’ve been in funks before and usually they go away in a day or two. Hopefully once I get out more and meet new people, I’ll be able to get over whatever this thing I’m in.
Should I be worried? Should I be concerned? Does everybody else feel sad about what's going on in their lives? How do you overcome it?
|Posted on June 7, 2015 at 4:15 AM||comments (0)|
I always imagined by my high school reunion that I would have a career that I loved, being married to the man of my dreams and have a couple kids. I always wanted to be able to go to my reunion and be able to tell people that things I’ve done in the past 10 years, but the last few years haven’t been going that way I had pictured.
In high school, I had a bunch of things I wanted to accomplish by the time my 10 year reunion had arrived. I wanted to show up and be able to brag about the dreams and goals I conquered and how hard I worked to get to where I was, but none of the things I wanted to achieve in the last 10 years have come true.
I’ve always been my own person, always went along with the beat of a different drum, but one thing I wanted was to show the people I went to high school with that I had made something of myself. I wanted to show them that I was more than that quiet kid in class. Normally, I don’t go around bragging about what I’ve done, but the kids in my grad class never gave me the time of day and I always wanted to prove to them that I can be anything I want to be and I have the success to prove it.
Everyone seems to have the dreams that I wish I had. Being married, travelling, having kids, etc. and what do I have to show in the past 10 years. I’ve talked about doing so much, but I haven’t gotten nowhere near where I want to be. I’m not up to where everyone else is in their life.
I’m just starting to think that maybe my life isn’t meant to be perfect. Maybe I’m not supposed to live out my dreams. Maybe I’m supposed to stay in one place and do one thing day in and day out. What have I done on the last 10 years that I could possibly say to a group of people that never gave a rats ass about me?